I was just trying to sleep,
its awful, I can feel it in my stomach, in my head, in my fingers, in the skin of my back. And even after this long it's hard to figure out exactly what it is. But I wish you never touched me like that. I wish you never took advantage, wish I never made the choice. It hurts everywhere when I'm just trying to sleep. Overflows out of my eyes and out of my throat. Id give what you gave back to you, if somehow i could. It was a shitty gift in the first place, anyway.
fuck you and your beard.